Oy. Looooong over due on this journal thingy. Been kicking myself around for not drawing at all for the past few months, but the usual crap has gotten in the way, and it invited friends. For those not entirely sure what I'm babbling about I'll just list the leeches of my motivation:

1: Sickly mother. I love my mother and would gladly take sixty two bullets and an ax to the head for her, but she's currently in a position where I do everything around the house and she just complains of pains in her *Fill space with body part/organ/fictitious organ or body part.* and sits in bed all day, and this has been going on for some time. Namely around three years or more and it's really starting to get old. The thought of changing my name to Jeeves is very tempting.

2: Dog Duty. I have a sickly neighbor whom has suffered a rather large number of strokes, and due to the fact that I see him as a grandfatherly figure, I volunteered to take care of his dogs for him and assist around the house periodically with out hesitation. he has seven dogs and I have to walk them all around the neighborhood that is nicknamed "Dog Town" by it's inhabitants due to there being so many friggin dogs here. So far I have only been attacked by pit bulls three times in my near full year of service. On a lighter note, I appreciate the exercise. And before you ask, the reason I haven't quit yet is because I put myself on a big fuggin' guilt trip when ever I see the dogs looking at me as I go home for the day. DAMN THE SAD PUPPY DOG EYES!!! DAMN THEM SAYS I!!!!

3: Job hunting: Let's face it, I'm not exactly the "OMG WE NEED THIS GUY FOR OUR JOB!!!" type. Good news is in the fact that I Have been notified about getting a job, bad news is I don't have a car and my parents are going out of country for the first week of my job. Good thing it's only a few miles away . . . I think.

4: PS2. I know it doesn't sound to bad, but I just got a PS2 and due to my . . . eccentric mannerisms, I play the games I have on the system non stop for weeks on end, especially ones that I have just bought. Thank GOD I'm Broke.

5: General indecisiveness. During all the monotonous tasks I do, I Daydream about a great deal many possible stories and characters to make comics about. Alas, I can't decide on which one to put to paper. Do I do more SDL, for I really need to get Madeline some new crazy gizmos (Which I have plenty of possible Ideas for), not to mention that team entry thing I gotta do in order to join tenn's team. Do I work on the next tourney I plan to enter, The Cure, with a revamped version of an old old character of mine, Buto? Or perhaps I should say "Heck wit it" and unleash one of seven possible comic sereis I have bubbling in my head? GOD I HATE CHOOSING!!

And now that I got my sappy teenager routine over with, I'M GOING TO MAKE PANCAKES. NYAH!